True love or not? test urself!

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.

Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Then it's Love.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's Love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's Love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's Love.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
Then it's Love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's Love.

Now, if Love is painful, and tortures us so,why do we Love?Why is it all we search for in life?This pain, this agony?Why is it all we long for?This torture, this powerful death of self?Why?
Because it's...Love

TAGGED ~ oh man... haiz

RENAE!!!! so gonna strangle u... hehe

Layer 1: On The Outside

Name: Herman.
Birthdate: 1st April 1988.
Current status: Undefine.
Eye Colour: Dark brown kot.
Hair Colour: Used to be Black,

but now brown?

(hope i dun get summons during finals)

Layer 2: On The Inside

My Heritage: Malaysia.
My Fear: Crazy girls.
My Weakness: Emotional & Soft-hearted.

(like a girl right?!)LOL
My Perfect Pizza: PEPPERONI

Layer 3: Yesterday,Today & Tomorrow

The First Thought Of Waking Up: Yay! it's saturday!

(reality is not!)

My Bed Time: Minimum at 2am.
My Most Missed Moments: Inline-Skating with my dad and sister

Layer 4: My Choice

Coffee or Tea: Used to be tea, lately coffee.

(helps me stay awake)

KFC or Sushi King: Depends on budjet.
Cigar or shisha: Shisha!

Outlook or personality: i would rather go out with a girl with inner-beauty.

Layer 5: DO YOU..

Smoke: Occasionally.

Drink: yes i do! H2O!
Work out: Touch my body & Feel me!
Believe In Yourself: 100% sure

Think You're A Health Freak: Normally yes unless it's exam season.

Layer 6: In The Past

Drink Alcohol: Am i suppose to say?r u RM ppl? LOL

Eat pork: Oops, LOW PROFILE! LOL

Layer 7: Are You Hoping To..

Get Married: Dun think so ! still wanna enjoy my bachelor's life! =P

Have Children: I Love Kids!

Layer 8: In A Girl

Best Eye Colour: ?

Best Hair Colour: ?

Short or Long Hair: ?

Vital stats: 36? 24? 32?

None of those are important! as long as they have INNER-BEAUTY, TAT COUNTS !

Layer 9: What Were You Doing Just Now?

A Second Ago: thinking of someone

A Minute Ago: Thinking of someone

An Hour Ago: STILL THINKING OF SOMEONE

Month Ago: Having headache with assignments & tests.
Year ago: Enjoying a bum's life
I love: God, Family and friends.

I always believe tat friends changes in life, but family remains with u until u die!
I hate: To cry & ppl who blames me for no reason.
I hide: My feelings. Unless you're close to me. =)

The unforgiven truth!

Girl, 14, curious about sex and jumps into thesack with beloved boyfriend.
By 15, she already had 3 abortions. Sound familiar? That’s what’s been happening in our own city rite now!

Teen sex, teen pregnancies, abortions,broken families… we see them everyday in d papers.
Everybody knows about sex, yet many do not dare to talk about them.
Why? Break the taboo. It’s not doing the society good by keeping silent.
People are starting sex way too young.

15, 16, and they already had a few sex partners before. Curious being the reason, and when they got the ball rolling, they just can’t stop it!
More often than not, there’s no precautions taken, teens get caught in the moment, couldn’t control themselves and ended up having sex with their partners.

They couldn’t care less about forming a baby in the process.
‘Ooh, pregnant ahh?? aiyar, go to the clinic and abort it la!! i pay for u.Settle. Worry so much for wat? ‘ These youngsters opt for abortions when ‘something goes wrong’.
Ignorant of the harm the operation pose to their body,ignorant of the innocent life they just ended fortheir own selfishness.

With some money, hey! Problem settled! TOTAL IGNORANCE. It’s amazing how some teens can just brush off their pregnancy and aborting it like it never bothered them at all!
They carry on having unsafe sex as if nothing has happened.
What’s happening to our young boys and girls?

Social problems are on an alarming rise. Sex education in school has no impact or whatsoever in the lives of this young, restless, impulsive lot. “Heck, everybody’s doing it! I also have to start having sex! plus, I don’t want to be laughed at for still being a virgin by graduation! “
OMG THE STUPIDEST LINES I'VE EVER HEARD!
But yeah, scenarios like this are happening. Losing your virginity by high school makes you cool.

Hey, why don’t you bang your head against the wall and then have it stitched?
That’ll make you look cool too, having scars and stitches.
Ur friends will worship you.
Did I mention that it’s also ultra superidiotic and stupid?

These kids wanna have sex for the fun of it, not thinking of the consequences of unprotected sex, not counting the cost. And a sad true fact : teenagers nowadays are becoming moreopen-minded about sexuality, they are not shy to have sex with theirs partners, but THEY ARE TOO FCUKIN SHY TO BUY CONDOMS FROM THE 7eleven! I have these words for ignorant lil couples like this, FCUKIN COWARDS. LOSERS . WIMPS . SELFISH SELF-CENTRED BASTARDS.

If you want to have sex, be prepared for consequences.Getting pregnant and aborting the baby is fuckin not the solution. U not prepared for all of these?Dun fuckin have sex.

MASTURBATE UR PATHETIC SELF. And another : Ooh, my boyfriend says that if I love him, I will have sex with him. Besides, hey ,it’s so pleasurable. Ooh,sex’s so fun! hee! WAKE UP IDIOTIC GIRLS. If you don’t want to, learn to say NO!
Virginity is priceless. It’s not just about enjoying and losing yourself in the spur of the moment.

Love yourbody. Its not only about learning to say no,a guy who says that to you,clearly has no love for u! n a man who loves u would never say that! n If you think u can handle sex,be responsible for your own act.

This is sad, but if you can’t control yourself,the advice is GET A CONDOM! nobody’s stopping u from having sex…but be responsible.
Next time u see a baby, before u go gushing “omg the baby’s so cute! so sweet and wat an innocent look!”

Think of the little ones that have been denied the chance to live in this world by the cruel act of their irresponsible parents. A new life formed, and destroyed due to the selfishness of ignorant youngsters.

The babies did not do anything wrong to be killed in such manner.
The one to be blamed is YOU.
If u agree with this post and are not afraid or ashamed to voice it out, repost! Let the world know!

Knock some sense among us in UTP!

What's the most CRAZIEST thing have you done in life?

The stories goes like this :

Rent a car --> Head to Ipoh --> Corn in the cup on the journey there --> Got stuck in a traffic jam --> Start laughing like mad over silly craps --> Jusco --> Buy TGV movie tickets --> Japanese dinner at Waruku Restaurant --> Still got time left before midnight movie --> Cakes, Fresh Juice and Hot Milk at Indulgence --> Late for movie --> Decided not to watch the movie due to some circumstances --> Dont know what to do --> drive like homeless people around Ipoh --> almost got hit by a motor when crossing over to the main railway station --> we went like breathless for a moment *freaked out* --> saw some beautiful houses along the way --> drive all the way up to Tambun to see The Lost World --> paid RM1 for car entry --> discovered that Rum Jungle is just beside The Lost World --> Parked the car and walked down to the entrance to have a look --> Left the place --> Went to look for petrol station ( thank god we found one!!) --> Drive around Pasir Puteh --> Again, no idea what to do but still got a full tank of petrol --> Initial plan was to use the car for 6 hours only -->came out with a crazy idea --> drive all the way up to Lumut --> walk around the newly renovated harbour area --> drive around Lumut --> drive to Teluk Batik --> it's only 4.15am --> walk along the beach --> sat on the sandy shore --> it's a beautiful night --> radiating full moon and the dark sky is full of beautiful stars --> tide kept rising --> screaming when i almost got hit by the wave --> observed there are other weird people around the beach too..lol --> listened to my phone mp3 and the waves sounds --> very soothing and rejuvenating --> sea breeze is so nice --> sat for more than 2hours to wait for a sunrise --> a phone call came to her --> "Hi.I nak kereta balik dah.i nak balik KL" --> sigh, ruined our chance to watch the sunrise --> rushed back at 120 km/hr --> only saw the sunrise along our way back to uni while she was asleep --> aiz, Wasted the chance! --> exactly 12 hours

Yup, it's the craziest thing i've ever done!

My first time & background

Holla !

After seeing many have their own blog for them to tell their own ups and downs, i've decided that i should pen down and keep it as memories in my own history book, although sometimes my language will be cacat-ED but shall i try my best!

I grow up in a mixed parentage family, my dad's a malay and my mum's a chinese. Luckily for me, my parents had decided to put me in a chinese school. I speak malay language to my granny,mandarin to my mum and english to my dad. So i'm capable of speaking 4 languages including hokkien, which I've picked up during my primary school years. Back then i was having problem in coping up in communicating with my fellow primary schoolmates, as penang is mostly a hokkien-speaking community so i have decided that i should learn it in order to survive! LOL...... In the hokkien-learning process, i was teased by mates and they made fun of my unprecise pronounciation, but then thanks to them i'm now proud to say that i speaks better hokkien than some chinese ! hehehehee.... that's the fact :P
During my early years, i was considered the black sheep of the family, i did not care much about my future and certainly was stupid enough not to have any aims or goals in life! I was always a happy-go-lucky boy, and at one time i mixed with the wrong company. I was involved in gangsterism but i was caught by the school authorities and they've contacted my mum about it. Nothing scares me at that time! When i say NOTHING, i really mean it. However, after that incident, one evening my mum did not go to work and brought me out for some strawberry sundae in Mc'D, she asked me one simple question, it goes something like this " dear, what are you gonna do when u grow up?"
At that moment, my mum shed her tears and I felt like my whole world came crashing down! Damn! That instant was the first time i cried like a 3-year-old after so long since i've cried when i was a baby !
I did very bad in PMR compared to my cousins and i managed to get only 2 A's! Things changed for the better when i enter form 4, i began to work hard, learn from the A-class students(although sometimes they could be pain-in-the ass when it comes to sharing of knowledge) and take my mum's "question" as my spirit to continue striving.
Finally i've proven to many in SPM that what i'm made of but not just being the playful-wildchild me! I had balanced up my playtime and study time well! I guess looks can be deceiving afterall. Most important of all i have made my family proud, especially my mum and i'm certainly thankful that with her simple "question" have certainly changed my future to be in the right path.

THANKS MUM! YOU ARE THE FLOWER OF MY HEART!


My mum's born in Singapore and my dad's a truly penangite whom never leave penang for long. They've met each other in karate class back in the '80's, at that time my dad was just a beginner when he met my mum(a first dan karate black belt). I guess that's why the whole family is into martial arts :) *kick-A** !

In 1993, god have blessed our family with a cute girl and later on being named Sophia. I still remember she has big doll-eyes. I used to be jealous of her and hate her because my parents are always channelling their love and attention towards her and left me unattended. However, as time passes by, i realize that having her as my sister is a blessing from god! I'm glad that i have a sister like her whom i can share my feelings with regardless of happy or sad moments ! I guess i have inspired her to indulge into arts with my first graffiti that i've made on the door of my room and some of my alienated wordings(triangle shapes which is closely assembled with each other).
At 12 years old, she made me a birthday par good luck card when i was in form5 by her own! That amazed and it certainly touched me, how thoughtful she is :)

I'm staying with my granny aka Tok MaMa, and she's now my '70's Cadillac whom have taken care of me since the day i was born! She's the one whom always prepares lunch packs and breakfast for me from kindergarten to my high school years. To me i think she's the best chef in the world! Even my mum's cooking can't beat hers, of course not all! :) Her curry chicken and "cabai tomis ikan" are my favourite dish! She cooks it whevener i'm around and surprisingly i never get bored over those two special dishes!